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So life is interesting. I’m finding new things out about myself all the time. I’d really like to numb myself to the truth in this relationship. A special friendship, we call it. Whatevs. I’m enjoying her company, she might be enjoying mine, she’s leaving next month, thats the way it goes. So I guess I’ll I have to do now is wait. It’s not going to be fun when she leaves, but, I’ll get over it. It hopefully won’t take too long.