So, earlier today i was going through some stuff in my room when i came across the DJJ. Dad Jesse Journal. This was a journal my dad and i had. it was sporadic, but it was pretty much the only intimate thing we had. that was interesting. it was written over a span of a year or two. One entry dated september 2001. It was only like 15-20 pages. reading that made me pretty sad. i cried a bit. Not to be the whiny blogger or anything. those guys are always annoying. im just saying im kinda sad im not closer to my dad. and im kind of a jerk to him. oh well. ish. so ive been lying to this one person. ive told them i like them. just to feel nice. its working. so i pretty much cant show this blog to anyone. posted directly after this will be a random thing i wrote today on a girls computer. shes leaving for college soon. lameness. shes the sister of a friend. laters
